Ambivalence (Lyrics) ft. Neojock Lyrics

Feeling sad about feeling happy

Heart conflicted, pain not physical

Not mental, otherworldly

Deep breaths

Deep meaning

Must keep moving, can't lose this feeling

What is this paradox that grips me

This bittersweet sensation, oh that fills me

Is it love or is it fear

Is it joy or is it sorrow

Is it today or is it tomorrow

I don't know, I can't explain all I know is that I feel alive

And I don't wanna let it go but I also don't wanna hurt so much

So I keep breathing

Keep moving

Hoping for a balance, a harmony

Between the sad and the happy

Looking to the future, but bringing up the past

Always a step behind, never moving forward

Karma good, karma bad

Feeling sad about being happy

Happy about the present

But dreading what might be

Life is a paradox

Full of pain and strife

But we can't escape it

And suffer through our lives

That was good

Oh yeah

Is it today or tomorrow

I don't know about what day it is

Is it Monday, or Tuesday, or ha ha