Selfish Lyrics

I just want to say fuck everybody out who made me feel like this

Especially my fuck up family because to them I don't exist

Due to the life that I was forced to live there's things I can't forget

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

Oh, now I'm selfish, I can't help it

Cause helping others doesn't help when you're held deep under the pits of hell

And the only one to blame here's yourself, for spreading love

But love don't help, how you love the world but don't love yourself

When I'm dead and gone there'll be no love felt

And its no love lost, so go fuck yourself

And I say that with love, such a wasted feeling

Can hardly tell you what love feels like cause around me the love fake but I'm healing

From the mistakes that I made, revealing my heart to these snakes in the field that I'm still in

Feel them stealing my energy away, but I know I'll be ok cause I'm too damn real

And I still am learning that love tends to be a word that people love to toss around

I caught on to their bullshyt lies, now they look in my eyes like I'm the one who's somehow foul

I found out that there was no love round, besides the ones who's probably vibing to this song right now

I had my ups and I had my downs, been gone for so long that I don't think I want to be found

Cause when I was down and out, tell me who was there for me

Besides my brother and my homies, nobody did care for me

My mother was a guarantee, my sister had me amputeed

But that limb lost grew back without some surgery

And to my father I say rest in peace, I'm hoping one day I can really make you proud me

It hurts me that you had to leave, without you, I don't feel part of that family, like they don't give a damn for me

But it's all good, alright, I still love them from distance

The funny part is if I was to die tonight, who would even know I'm missing

It's not a diss, I'm just keeping real

I'm deep in my feels and feeling they see me as a villain

It's ok cause I'm starting to heal

But in order to understand the wounds, let me tell you what's the deal

I was broke and homeless, completely hopeless

I noticed they kept looking at me like a joke

But I bounced back, focused, just so they can know

That I never needed them, they did me cold

Yo, I'm saying I was broke and homeless, completely hopeless

I noticed they kept looking at me like a joke

But I bounced back, focused, just so they can know

That I never needed them, they did me cold, so

I just want to say fuck everybody out who made me feel like this

Especially my fuck up family because to them I don't exist

Due to the life that I was forced to live there's things I can't forget

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

No you better not ask me for shyt

All I want to say is when become filthy rich, better not ask me for shyt

Oh, now I'm selfish, I can't help it

Cause helping others doesn't help when you're held deep under the pits of hell

And the only one to blame here's yourself, for spreading love

But love don't help, how you love the world but don't love yourself

When I'm dead and gone there'll be no love felt

And its no love lost, so go fuck yourself, with love