what a mess! ft. Youngie Lyrics

Verse 1:

I bite my tongue and I try to make things right

I’m still here ‘cos i’ve been waiting for my whole life

This the type of shit that you don’t realise ‘til you’re in it

You could climb to the top

Still not feel like you’re winning

Chewed up, spat out

You feel like you’re barely living

If I change routes will it even make me feel much different?

I pour my cup and I’ll fill it up

If I’m drunk enough then i'll cut loose

I been through too much pain in my life to just forget and come trust you

I got dreams of me going big

If you ain’t see the same then its fuck you

This something I can’t undo

Don’t act like this shit brand new

Pre chorus:

I made my bed

Then I messed it up

‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough

I’m on top of the world

And I can’t be touched

Wait I’m dreaming hard

And I just woke up

Chorus:

I made the decision for myself

No one can tell me what I should do

You come to me when you’re fucked up

But I really wish I got to see the real you

So I hang my head again, what a mess

I’ve been out here ballin’ with my heart out my chest

Who knew that falling would lead me to my death

But I’m still sticking around ‘til I got nothing left

Verse 2:

I’m defying all odds

When and did it just because

If they ain’t believe, then you gotta make ‘em

That’s the way that it goes

Lost a couple of my friends

Made a few more foes

Mmm this the journey of a fucked up kid

To the top I rose still

I wake up with one thing on my mind but that’s fine

Only young once try and have a good life

She don’t really like that fancy wine and dine shit

But we got the night

And we running out of time

So you should stop getting fucked up

You should go get your love up

Life’s black and white but you flip the page

Now you can see it’s in colour

Don’t lose track of your conscious

What they saying is nonsense

Treat my life like a project

Scrunch it up I’m like what’s next

Pre chorus:

I made my bed

Then I messed it up

‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough

I’m on top of the world

And I can’t be touched

Wait I’m dreaming hard

And I just woke up

Chorus:

I made the decision for myself

No one can tell me what I should do

You come to me when you’re fucked up

But I really wish I got to see the real you

So I hang my head again, what a mess

I’ve been out here ballin’ with my heart out my chest

Who knew that falling would lead me to my death

But I’m still sticking around ‘til I got nothing left

Outro:

I made my bed

Then I messed it up

‘Cos I’m sick of feeling just good enough

I’m on top of the world

And I can’t be touched

Wait I’m dreaming hard

And I just woke up