the pain that a human carries Lyrics

I can't explain where I've been

You moved on and I'm left behind

I feel so small in this life

It's like nothing matters

I'm not the one that you want

Not sure why everyone walks out on me

Hard not to seem so contemptuous

Hard not to be so contemptuous

I cannot sleep well at night

Cause ain't nobody checking up on me

And if I died alone in my house tonight

No one would find me for weeks

The pain that a human carries

The pain

It comes and goes

Comes like rivers

Then it snows

I'm like water

I can't move when it's cold

I need your love to thaw me up

Need your love to heal me

And I've been waiting for love to appear

Cause saving myself is so hard

Sometimes I certainly need saving

Sometimes I certainly need saving

Could you ever love someone like me?

Heavy with my load I'm never free

Don't know if you could ever understand

Don't know if you could ever understand me

Is it my fault that I'm alone?

Is it my fault that I'm alone?

Is it my fault that I'm alone?

Is it my fault that I'm alone?

All my fault

Is it all my fault?

All my fault

Is it all my fault?

Ain't nobody holding me (hold me)

Nobody kissing me goodnight (kiss me)

Nobody loving loving loving on me (love me)

Nobody cares that I'm alive (I'm alive)

Ain't nobody holding me (I'm alive)

Nobody kissing me goodnight

Nobody loving loving on me

Nobody cares that I'm alive (I'm alive)

Nobody cares that I'm alive (I'm alive)

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive

I'm alive