what if Lyrics

Well, I'm on my way, try my best to stay

Inside the course, trying not to force

What isn't meant to be

But you're making it hard

You're pulling strings inside my heart

It's been six months, can I for once

Forget that you're everything to me

And I know that I was wrong

But I hoped you would've come to say

That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking

What if I can't find another

'Cause you are one in a million

What if I only get one of you

And now there's no one left to choose

What if you're my one and only

But then I screwed up too badly

Oh, how the hell do I live with that

What if's the only thing left in my head

Months have passed but it's still so bad

My memories tell what I've always felt inside

Oh, I'm tired

Oh, I'll no longer deny

That you're everything

That I've always dreamed

And it kills me deep inside

That suddenly nothing is fine

Because of me

And I know that I was wrong

But I hoped you would've come to say

That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking

What if I can't find another

'Cause you are one in a million

What if I only get one of you

And now there's no one left to choose

What if you're my one and only

But then I screwed up too badly

Oh, how the hell do I live with that

What if's the only thing left in my head