Not Enough Lyrics

How do I say it so makes sense?

You know the feeling when your frame tense

From always dealing with the same shit and the same mess

I face it every day and can’t escape it

Deep down there ain’t no way that I’m the same kid

That I was way back in the days when

I could care less, now I wake up and I hate this

Wear a smile cause I gotta grin and take it

But I’m so god damn tired of the fakeness

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no

Now I got the doc telling me I should get up and go to therapy

But I ain’t buying all the shit that he been selling me

To open up and speak honestly

The chemicals inside my brain don’t give a fuck about psychology

This what you get as I try to keep from self destructing

Don’t know what more you could want of me

I can’t change to what you wanna see

And I can’t change the fact that dead’s what I wanna be

Dead's what I wanna be, dead's what I wanna be

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough

It’s not enough to be a hypocrite and take your own advice

Try and change your number when you’re rolling loaded up dice

You know I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no

So tell me what I know about depression

Tell me what I know about the cost

Tell me what I know about obsession

Tell me what I know about loss

So tell me what I know about depression

Tell me what I know about the cost

Tell me what I know about obsession

Tell me what I know about loss

Thinking way back around the time I was nine

Never thought I had to worry about suicide

By 23, I wasn’t close, never even tried

But I should’ve fucking killed myself before my brother died

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough

I’ve been trying

It’s not enough

It’s not enough to be a hypocrite and take your own advice

Try and change your number when you’re rolling loaded up dice

You know I’ve been trying

It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no

It's not enough, it's not enough

It's not enough, it's not enough