If Only Lyrics

If only you knew

What was on my mind

I know you would question

If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy

Pop these pills to keep me going

Slurring all my words

These demons always take advantage

Lost my mind and my soul

I can't feel nothing at all

Who to call I'm all alone

S.O.S I need some help

So faded all the time

Only way to clear my head

Pop another pill

To kill these suicidal thoughts

Lost boy save my soul

This Hearts on ice

So I poured me up a fo

Exhaustion's,killing me

Drink away my days

Just I can't feel no pain

If only you knew

What was on my mind

I know you would question

If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy

Take these drugs to keep me going

Slurring all my words

These demons always take advantage

My minds in constant motion

Endless thoughts, so hard to focus

Point out the imperfections

All my flaws they leave me restless

Look deep in to the mirror

See someone I'm not impressed with

Reminded everyday

Just how fucked up I can be

Such a loner

In cold ass fucking world

It's full of snakes

Can't trust nobody but my girl

Even still

My life is in a whirl

Go through constant shit

Feel like I'm going explode

If only you knew

What was on my mind

I know you would question

If I'm feeling alright

Liquor got me heavy

Pop these pills to keep me going

Slurring all my words

These demons always take advantage