Unconscious Lyrics

I'm letting go of my pain because I feel tired

Feel like I lost my consciousness because I was so blind

I beat up myself when I get to thinking, I see dark clouds

I understand I can't have it all, but I be still trying

I'm so sorry I've been hurting deep inside, getting out the darkness

How the hell did I get here and become heartless

Tears keep on falling, I'm a faucet

Demons keep on talking, get them off me

Every day I wake up, I've been trying to get in paper

I've been trying to choose the right from wrong, but some shit you can't make up

I know that I'm not alone, but sometimes love feel a little faker

I've been trying to keep it going, but I don't know if this gonna break us

I've been down bad on my own for so damn long, I'm trying to shake

I've been really trying to heal, but I don't know how long it take

And sometimes I talk to God, I don't know if he hear me, but I pray

Swear to God I ain't been right since my cousin drowned in a lake

I just closed my eyes, I had a dream of money fetishes

Can't handle all my flaws that I come with it, just know I'm dead in it

On the road to get rich, don't make me sick I'm done with petty shit

Don't keep blurring my vision can't lose sight of where I'm headed

God sent me a sign, told me I'm talented

Came to me out my pivot I'm intelligent

I've been focused on myself, some shit irrelevant

I done finally found myself, don't think I'm ready yet

I'm letting go of my pain because I feel tired

Feel like I lost my consciousness because I was so blind

I beat up myself when I get to thinking, I see dark clouds

I understand I can't have it all, but I be still trying

I'm so sorry I've been hurting deep inside, getting out the darkness

How the hell did I get here and become heartless

Tears keep on falling, I'm a faucet

Demons keep on talking, get them off me