feel myself again Lyrics

I don't even care no more

I've been wasting all my time

On a bunch of things that I

Probably should've left behind

You know everything 'bout me

That I always try to hide

I ran in the rain when I

Probably should've stayed inside

If I'd understand that You love me better

I swear that I'd stop in my tracks altogether

and fall into Your arms and embrace the weather

and tell You I'm sorry let's try this together

Yeah, yeah

I just wanna feel myself again

Got some things I need to tell a friend

I've been stuck in cycles

And it scares me, man

'Cause I don't see an end

I just wanna try and make amends

Am I optimistic?

That depends

I guess so if it means that

I got enough time to tie up loose ends

I don't want you to be

Just a song on a setlist

I don't wanna hang out

Just to cross it off a checklist

If it's just routine

Then honestly forget it

I'm done, so done