Locked away, forever... Lyrics

I slit your wrists

And watch myself escape

From the fabrics you've sewn

Embrace my soul

Into the depths of despair

Drunken in your arms of deceit

Cracking through my chest

You helped me sleep in fear

And now I will never wake

Let me go

So I can cut myself for you

Until I wake again

And I cut myself for you

Reawakening with you

On top…of me

I begged you to stop

Over and over again

Walking from the constant nightmares

Seizing up; thrown me in the jaws

Chew me up, spit me out

When will I feel myself?

When will I feel free?

How do you hold me tight?

My memory is drowning

My conscience is slipping

Beaten with sticks and stones

Lost in the darkness

Trying to find my way

But you still haunt my every dream

I was never meant to be free

Destined to be held in your captivity

Another nightmare

Another panic attack

I feel you pushing your way

On top of me

Punching through the dry wall now

Stain my name

Even if we are apart

We are never apart in my brain

When will you realise

I still see you everywhere

Forever

You drain my veins

I draw the blade

And you rape me in my sleep

Raping me again

Every single night

Every single day

And I will never be free again

This is what you've made of me

A useless toy gone to waste

And I'm bleeding now

Another memory

Gone to waste

Another scar in my heart

There will be another

Buried beneath the surface once again