SMOKING ON MY EX PACKk (rmx) Lyrics

I was smoking on my ex like every day till I asked God to purge this anger from my heart

That's a lie I can't even cap to y'all cause every time we speak

I remind her what she did and how it ripped off scabs from old wounds that left me scarred

That horse dead ten times over, but I still beat it with bat that look like Lucille in a bad attempt to maybe find Closure

Or I use her as my punching bag or venting space cause she the only one that could fully relate to the trauma

Cause she caused it

(I'm being so for real)

Or maybe I'm just petty

Maybe I just like watching her face twist up at the very memory

Maybe I just get a kick when she tell me that she's so sorry and she a terrible person

And I agree with her I know it's wocky

(I'm trippin)

Truth is it ain't even just her

She catch the blow back from my old exes and pass hurt

Never found peace with those situations

She gave me the invitation

Gun loaded since the age of 12

Turned off the safety start spraying

Found buku chaos tryna chase s

(Oh God I did)

Try to make melodies with M it wasn't meant to be

Had terrible attire when I dated T

K wanted more than I could give

And it just let me tired

(I was stressed out)

And E hurt me the worst

At least I stopped missing her and it led me on journey realizing self worth

A was fire

Could've been better if it weren't for bad communication and a friend group of mostly

Messy serial liars

Me and V could've danced in the rain

Everyone had something to say

Compounded with personal loss on both sides we was a package of pain

I could attribute every downfall to simply circumstance or an imbalance of hormones

Due to the natural flow of pineal glands

(I really could)

But that's the coward route

Might slide on Key and tell I'm sorry out my own mouth

Never had the right to unload oral venom on another cause I knew that she would simply

Take it all in

Listen and feel some remorse

Yah gave me a test and I failed it of course

Walking under false pretense pretend I'm mature

Under false pretense pretend I'm mature

Look and you say your heart broken but don't it still beat

Muscle and tissue in synergy as they should be

Lost 3-4 peeps in the last year I wish they could be

But I still smoke on my ex pack for the time being

Yea

Smoking on my ex pack tonight

Smoking on my ex pack tonight

Smoking on

You can trust in me

You can trust

Uh

You can trust in me

I will trust indeed

You can trust in me