Rotting Body (Demo) Lyrics

Junior year is almost over

Time for me to go think it over

I wanna be happy in my body

Guess I feel like I'm rotting

You say I'm perfect and I'd believe you

Apart from the image I see in my mirror

So inferior to me

Why can't I be

I just wanna feel attractive

Cause my diets are kinda lacking

And I could watch men on a screen

And they're all I ever wanna be

Cute boy summer isn't gonna happen

Unless I get up and go be more active

Cause whoever I end up to be

I'm never gonna ever be proud of me

I lost some weight and dyed my hair

Kept to my word so I pierced my ears

I promised I would be more happy

Though it's a harmful state of habit

So I decided I'd buy some more clothes

Clothes that made me feel more comfortable

And yes I do look much better

It won't stick around for sweater weather

I just wanna feel attractive

Cause my diets are kinda lacking

And I could watch men on a screen

And they're all I ever wanna be

Cute boy summer isn't gonna happen

Unless I get up and go be more active

Cause whoever I end up to be

I'm never gonna ever be happy