I Don't Want To Feel This Way Lyrics

I was getting tired of a hurting heart

Crying to sleep wasn't getting far

So I decided to write some songs

I don't know why I thought life would be easy

Not sure why she tries so hard to please me

When we both know that I belong in hell

I've never been one to admit when I'm wrong

I never thought I'd be writing sad songs

And here I am, doing it all at once

My friends told me I couldn't sing

Well, look at them and then listen to me

Damn

I guess they were kind of right

I don't wanna feel this way

Alone, afraid, not wanting to be alive

And if I had it my way, I'd see

Just a really big change in my life

Tried so hard to get what I needed

Still ended up crying on my knees

And if God is here, why can't I see Him

Thank you for listening to this

Already doing more than my friends

I hide my face because I'm so afraid of them

I don't wanna feel this way

Alone, afraid, not wanting to be alive

And if I had it my way, I'd see

Just a really big change in my life