alive Lyrics

I'll be sitting in my room, thinking of the things I'd tell you

If I had the courage, somewhere in my heart

Since there's none I'll just fester slowly

Wash away the pain as my skin bleeds

But no, can't do that again

Why am I alive with no purpose?

These tears that I cry are meaningless

For no one can validate my pain Send me sorrow straight to my brain

I'm tired of being alive, alive

While the clock is ticking, it's my mind that's been winning

For then I'm one more second closer to bed

Stare into the inky black void, figure out the pestering noise

Oh wait that's just me wishing I was dead

Why am I alive with no purpose? These tears that I cry are meaningless

For no one can validate my pain

Send me sorrow straight to my brain I'm tired of being alive, alive