BEAUTIFUL PAIN ft. Controlled Chaos Lyrics

How did you know my name

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the same

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the rain

It's like ever since you've been gone

Everybody been sounding the same

And I can't deal with it

Dancing with the angels in the smoke from my vape pen

Glancing at the demons that awoke till I bait them

Now I take my sins and replace them

Juggle all these wins with the L's while the plates spin

Still when your memory hits it don't make sense

I know the names but forgot all the faces

I don't know how much longer I can take this

It's getting harder to deafen the snake's hiss

You were swimming in the venom trying to fake bliss

At the end of my rainbow just lay down some roses in vases

Want to know where the name came from just retrace the steps that I've taken

How did you know my name

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the same

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the rain

It's like ever since you've been gone

Everybody been sounding the same

And I can't deal with it

Since you've been gone I cried a river of tears

Learning who I really am and I'm facing my fears

It's crazy doing what I'm doing after all these years

It took me till I turned 30 'for I kicked into gear

It's like now I got a bone to pick

Hop on a track like this and I murder shit

Used to have to snort a pill just to go to bed

Now everybody say I'm ill like I don't know that shit

I'm just the greatest in the making and I don't care what the haters say

Thin On The Ground Records and 'imma rep it till my fucking grave

How did you know my name

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the same

It's like ever since you've been gone

I haven't felt the rain

It's like ever since you've been gone

Everybody been sounding the same

And I can't deal with it

(Hey I'm calling from a 561-491 phone number

And I'm trying to just get in touch with you

So uh yeah please answer the phone okay love you bye)