NOT THE SAME ft. StubbyOnDaBeat Lyrics

I was there for awhile

I was there as a child

Programmed to love and not hate

Programmed to tell what I think

The growth of my limbs, made it all change

He was my friend, then it all changed

If I wrote my life on one page

It would not be a believable thing

It's all spaced out now

In a race car now

Cut the pace, slow down

I cannot, slow down

Hit the brakes, please hit the breaks

I need to think, I need some space

Where's he at now, let's take a gaze

He been lost for awhile

Where the chipper, where the smile

Where the colors, where the cutters

Where the, where the hell'd it all go

I don't know no more

I don't know no more

Ya, but it's time to think about it

Not a kid, but still I'm childish

Not a W, but I'm still wildin'

Not the one, but you still matter

Paintball, my thoughts'll splatter

I'm gone, I'm not around ya

Head hollow, a walkin' robot

Blind to the plight, and that's a lot

The light is blinking, so you best be cautious

Boutta enter the world full of hope and darkness

Ya the open casket on my broken heart is only takin visits from the ones that lost

Work for a dollar how much it cost

Just your ignorance, and bliss

Just your innocence, and the kisses

Where's the old life, ya I miss it

Now it's so faded can't even retain it I'm getting so jaded it's never enough

Cause I go and I go and I fall at the 1 as I lunge for the goal but I'm coming up short

Understated when they said it get rough

Where the red button, need to abort

People escaping by taking a puff

Others can't even cause they can't afford

All day we worry 'bout money and mortgage

Opinions and reasons for getting distorted

Live life fast, they tell me to floor it

I hope you see why I still drive a Honda

Lose all the confidence, Rousey Ronda

Die by my arrogance, least I got some

Always stay true to my soil, Wakanda

Life is fairly odd, Cosmo and Wanda

Ooh, that's a mouthful, sorry 'bout that

I'm just tryna shed the numb and get my feelin back

I'm just tryna cross my arms in the fanny pack

I'm just tryna get the feeling with my family back

Wounded soldiers in the field, gotta take em back

To the base, hope the medic gonna bring 'em back

He been lost in his heart and his soul, his chest getting swole

Scared to get old, everyone aging when he isn't home

Growin' so cold, to the feelings arose

Only finds joy with his bros and some hoes

Only he knows all his hopes and his goals

Number one story, you turn on the news, he loses his soul when he sell for the views

Gettin' abused, but that's old news

Lost in the dark, whose is whose

I been just growing remember the grass that my father was mowing

Now I'm just movin' so I can't be slowing the light that I once had, not always glowing

Try to rekindle it, trying to mirror the things that they fiddlin'

Sometimes I wish that I could be a kid again

Father time listen I need daylight savings

Get back to feeling the feelings I'm craving

There goes my innocence better start waving

I have changed, oh I have changed

Still the same in my heart

But that little boy, he's gone

I am not the same as I was

Still the same throughout my blood

Still not the same

Still not the same as I was