I want to cry again Lyrics

I think I'm numb to feelings

I want to cry again

I tried last night to vent and

My eyes went dry again

I think I'm too revealing

I think I'll never win

I'm too far gone for healing

God just let me know

Why do I feel indifferent when all of my people don't

I Never show when I'm mad and I never show when I'm low

And when everyone else is sad I can never jump on the boat

I know I show my empathy wear it all on my clothes

But I just can't understand why they show the things that they show

I used to think they were trippin and really doing the most

But I'm the only one dry eyed and chillin here on my own

I know I'm not a stoic I'm feeling the things they go through

Everything that they go through tear em up in my soul

I'm starting to think that I'm just detached from people I'm close to

People I'm really close to and it's making a hole

Ain't shed a tear since the old school all the way back in old school

Maybe I be repressing it so I'll never be hoed

But know I feel like I'm posed to really feel like I'm posed

Cause how else will I bond and let these relationships grow

I think I'm numb to feelings

I want to cry again

I tried last night to vent and

My eyes went dry again

I think I'm too revealing

I think I'll never win

I'm too far gone for healing

Too gone to let them in

I think I'm numb to feelings

I want to cry again

I tried last night to vent and

My eyes went dry again

I think I'm too revealing

I think I'll never win

I'm too far gone for healing

Too gone to let them in

I feel I can't seem to give my

Tears out for anything and I don't why

Honestly I feel I can't keep it real I

Feel so disconnected even though I do try

I feel I can't seem to give my

Trust even though they trust me with they lives

I feel I can't seem to vent my

Emotions if I don't have a beat and a mic

Beating my mind every day now

Running round like children in a playground

I hope I never made you think I didn't want to hangout

I hope that my connections never fade out

I hope that my friends will understand that I'm different

Can't comprehend just letting out my feelings

I hide myself away and conceal it

I think that I accept I need healing

I think I'm numb to feelings

I want to cry again

I tried last night to vent and

My eyes went dry again

I think I'm too revealing

I think I'll never win

I'm too far gone for healing

Too gone to let them in

I think I'm numb to feelings

I want to cry again

I tried last night to vent and

My eyes went dry again

I think I'm too revealing

I think I'll never win

I'm too far gone for healing

Too gone to let them in