CHAOS Lyrics

Huh, yeah

I preserve through the surface, i'm piercing my fears away

The church is getting the worship, i'm surfing before the waves

Im going through with motions

Im hoping i break the cycle of feeling so goddamn hopeless

Im chosen to be one to killing my foes with guns

I light a hole through your gut and praying i see my sun

Im using my Ak's to penetrate heaven's gates

To find a solid solution instead of being a stalemate in my life

Who would've thought I could make it through a year of college

Who would've thought i'd be standing here 20 years old

Who would've thought i would be alone feeling the silence

Who would've thought I would be a better man than most

Life's funny dawg, Am I a the fucking clown

Are you around when the petal doesn't hit the ground

Tired of feeling lost, i'm tired of feeling shitty

I gotta stay strong & be involved to help me city

I wasn't like this before

I was righteous and bold wit the coldest of flows

And you heard it from Cole, when im murking the shows at VSU

I'm immune to the bullshit yall throw at me

Keep faith brother man we gonna find the peace

By any means we sharing greens, smoking trees

My love so vivid when it's written, by nas

East side where we living, doves flys comes by when its finished

2000, i was born to different

I am a nigga that speaks of the rivers

Bathe in the royal blood of my ancestors (rest in peace mac miller)

Fanaticize my demise, i keep the rope with me close

Enslave my body and mind, i found my peace down below

Niggas be rachet and clink, clinging to the past

Lamenting on feast inside the beast, and it rinks

Feeling all the masses decrease, cease the moment for once

Let me free, still i wake up, tangled in the depth of sheets

Seeking of validation, self worth in the price of your hands

Put em to work, build a foundation of love

So nobody can hurt, fake bitches taking shit

Instead of handling business, talk what you eat

Sick of disses, wash ya plate, carrying all the self hate

Leaving your stains, telling niggas how to live ya life

Find your own, bring more peace to ya broken soul

Tying in the memories, when we shared our shoes

My stupid ass kept running into you

Left me tripping in attachments to you

Man what a fool, native state of mind get you fucked up

Pure hearted like the moon

Wish i learn much quicker than few

Still i dreamt about ending my life into two seconds

Depending on old friendships to harvest these wounds

Nineteen, feeling like being alone is a flu

Where's god when you need em to relive all these demons

And he's feasting on my weak organs, recording on the socials

Just coping with this internal bleeding

Fill me up with hope and joy, no cap

The fake warmth wasn't doing good

Dug my head in the shadows to find solace in that

Heavy rain was hitting my scorching top

Get a sweater young one, fend of yourself thru the storm

That's why i don't take hugs anymore, lay my corpse in the evening

So nobody can see me freaking bleeding nigga