Shine (I'm Gone Be Fine) Lyrics

Got the devil in my ear, steady screamin

Murder

Angel in the other saying Bman, don't hurt 'em

Wonder where this pain gon' go, when I'm all gone

I remember when they said, Byron, you won't be shit

My daddy sent me messages, the only one who believed in me

I should've seen the signs, they left me in the blind

Now my heart done darkened, cause this shade blocking the sun

And as a child, I had it hard, but after rain come sunshine

Still waitin' for my turn, I can't rush it, cause it's a long line

If you ain't born into this shit, then gettin' rich gon' take a long time

I'm so stupid, cuffed a bitch I thought was right just at the wrong time

Ooh Lord, I was nine, remember unc would tell me spit like four bars

Had it hard, I swear my heart weigh bout the same as four cars

Swear this pain done took a toll on me

Told my girl she the only one I trust, so please don't fold on me

They let out the demon, can't be stopped, they gon' need a whole army

All that pain and shame made me a monster, it took a hold on me

That nigga a snake, he was my dog, he told on all of us

Went from dog to snake to rat, we black, wonder why they call us monkeys

They found him dead after weeks, man, I know his body funky

And I'm chillin' by my lonely, in the dark collecting thoughts

Hoping one day I can fly away somewhere that's pretty far

Shit get crazy where I'm from, you can't get lost, scar after scar

Broken home made me a boss

But I pray for better times cause Lord, I cried when BB died

Heart been shattered and I can't say that I'm gon' be fine

In these streets, they don't give a fuck about no peace signs

And niggas hate to see lil' Byron finally shine

These demons taking over me and I can't close my eyes

Many nights I stare into the dark with murder on my mind

These bitches claim they love me, I done heard a million lies

Now I'm tryna be a better man, no more committing crimes all the time

Tryna build a bond with my dream girl and I cannot find her

You know I don't love these hoes, I'm heartless, I don't cry hoe

I hope in this world deleted, my life useless, nah bitch

I think I done found my wife, no, you can't be my side bitch

And I still so much to prove, but I got the whole game on lockdown

Ain't no other nigga fuckin' with me, all the competition shot down

All that shit that he rap, it be cap, You ain't no chaser, don't ask for no dap

Think she applauding the way her ass clap

Thank my daddy for aspirations to rap

Back then I wanted a girlfriend, now I just want cheddar

More to life than black and white, we playing chess, this ain't no checkers

Held my bitch's hand looked her right in her eye and I had to tell her

Just cause you my baby now don't mean that we forever

She was the sweetest bitch I ever met when I first met her

She ain't what I believed she was, that's why we ain't together now

I got a family that need me and I am their protector, whoa

If shit get hot, we spin the block, whole gang got Berettas

It's a cold world, everybody need a sweater

Lot of broken homes and every hood filled with terror

Niggas dying, mommas crying, time for rainy weather

Caution signs should flood the city of New Orleans as you enter

Gotta make it out, I hope that God gon' forgive us

Gotta make it to the top and I can't fold under pressure, whoa

Gotta watch our back, police be ready to arrest us, or kill us

I just hope it all get better, police steady taking us away and we irate now

Police would grab you by your fucking face and put your face down

Everybody break the law, but if I ain't trying to kill then don't kill me, I gotta be a great now

And I stand tall

On top the mountain, my brothers screaming, fuck em' all

My girl told me I'm the realest, well, if you really love me, then take off your thong

And I still want them boys gone

For Teyy don't answer my phone

Deleted Mya out my life, she bad for my soul

But I pray for better times cause Lord, I cried when BB died

Heart been shattered and I can't say that I'm gon' be fine

In these streets, they don't give a fuck about no peace signs

And niggas hate to see lil' Byron finally shine

And I don't need nobody for nothing

I feel like fuck them all, they all gon' need me the most

When it's all said and done I want all my shit coming to the grave with me

They just want what I got anyway

And I ain't even talking about no money, nor no fucking chain

Fuck designer and fuck these riches nigga

I'm on another level, I got a different brain

Think smart, but I swear to God don't think about these bitches nigga

Pain killers put me in more pain than itself

And my lil brother got to do good in school, but he can't even tame himself

I'm Bman, I be that nigga they don't want see

Probably a drac that I'm toting, HollyGrove where I be, RC