I'm Trying Lyrics

You ever feel a certain way it's like

Like, why am I here for like what do I, what do I need to do

When no one appreciates you

No one acknowledges you, it's like

What do I smile for?

What do I fake my smile for?

It doesn't matter in the end, does it?

It really doesn't

Ou, I try to forget my pain

But, I can't seem to get it away

Too much I can't forget, that will stay

Wound up fucked up everyday

Blame me for everything

Kill me and take my breathing

I try to change my ways but can't

I'm trying

I try a lot, I really do

But there's only one thing I really need to do is to understand myself

Understand how I feel, understand who you are

This shit ain't forever

That's all I know

It's that night doesn't last forever

But I'm still hurt to the fucking bone

It's alright tho