Alone Lyrics

Self isolation

Self deprecation

Self medication

Self agitation

Self defamation

Self suffocation

Need some sedation

And just be alone

Alone, alone, alone

I just want to be alone

Be alone

Can't get these thoughts out of my head

Hanging on by a fucking thread

Never feel right till I reach my dead bed

Alone, alone, alone

I just want to be alone

But you're always there

Even in my nightmares

You're shining like a million flares

Endless torments too much to bear

I know I fucked up

And I can't make it right

But it doesn't really matter

Cuz I'll never see the light

Guess I'm just a bad person

Wolf in sheep's skin

Cuz I played with your heart

Like a little violin

Time after time

You gave me another chance

But I squandered all those moments

Cuz I'm a fucking ass

Doesn't really matter now cuz you're gone

Now I spend all my time wallowing alone

Self isolation

Self deprecation

Self medication

Self agitation

Self defamation

Self suffocation

Need some sedation

And just be

Alone, alone, alone

I just want to be alone

Be alone

So I turn to the bottle again

To forget all of my sins

Shot after shot till the room spins

I'll never feel right again

The times finally come

And I can't really cope

Visions of the world

Distorted like kaleidoscopes

Wear my best clothes

You know you bought em

Take another step back

Towards rock bottom

Stares from the crowd

Piercing like a million arrows

Everyone around me continues to harrow

Approach your casket, lay a flower

Try to make peace in this final hour

Alone

Alone

Alone

Alone

Alone, alone, alone

I don't want to be alone

Be alone

I don't want to

I don't want to be alone

Self isolation

Self deprecation

Self medication

Self agitation

Self defamation

Self suffocation

Need some sedation