Headspace Lyrics

I was a man from a boy, no toys no Disney

No guidance in my life learning from the misery

Looking for a role someone to walk with me

Life was a challenge it was all to new to me

But if felt so old for me - I was free to roam with no dreams of my legacy

Taught to neglect psychological leprosy

Born with a debt no interest, no equity

I didn't think I was born on the earth to believe

I didn't think I was worth more than worthless

Born with a curse so I curse this

A sad way of life and living

Trying to be alive in the trap that was trapping

Neglected not thriving, growing while surviving

Think back to those days

On the streets of the city we razed like hell

Street wise with our pride other side of the line

Still finding our ways we refuse to loose

We bruise we heal we begged and steal

In a blink of an eye cos we need to break the seal

Break the iron ceiling happiness and healing

Humble and forgiving now I think I'm winning

Now I think I've been forgiven

Don't think I'm sinking

No shallow understanding under thinking

Don't hesitate no blinking

'Cos you find your headspace

Always in the shadows of the lives of others

Those who paint pictures of their fathers and mother's

Showing me snaps of their holidays

Hoping there would be better days

Belly laughs and take aways

Supportive hearts and gently raised

But I always felt the blaze of the fire

Closed my eyes and imagined my desire

And opened them again and I know I can't pretend

I need a better friend I need a better family

I need a different plan

I have to understand me

I got no time to lose

Had to learn in life is the future life that we chose

Prepare to move obstacles

See beyond the optical

Writing new chronicles

Thinking of escape

Thinking chronological

Feel my own instinct be my own oracle 

Living in my headspace

Am I in the wrong place

Wrong place

Fighting with the atmosphere

I feel it disconnecting me

Living in my headspace

Am I in the wrong place

Fighting with the atmosphere

I feel it disconnecting me

Fighting in a world where no-one cares

To listen in

I need a guide light

Fed up of this daily flight

I'll let karma disarm you we don't live right

When it was all strange

I felt the danger the the stranger

Felt a bit deranged only wish I could be braver

Knew I had to change

Be patient be stronger

I was going under

Roar of the thunder

No one left to blame no strength to surrender

Had to choose my life and I choose forever

I'm in full bloom why your gloom make your soul go

Vibe is exploding in my Jet flow

Move out the way because its time to move your toes

Moving sub-par will leave you comatose

Hypnotised, wrong time lost race

Only born in this world to be replaced or misplaced

I brace make haste don't wanna feel the ground in the space race

Things were all strange and mixed up when I was a young man

There was no joy, riding on the gun run

There was fear in my veins so scared I was acting dumb

Be too clever wasn't smart so you get done

So I learnt to shut my mouth

I was looking down from up when things were going south

I knew a few things cos I know what its about

I must be prepared to fall on my sword

Be true to myself

Be true to my word

Why should I trust when they speak the absurd

I need to sharpen up

I won't be deterred

Carve my headspace

Cos I find my own outta space

Equit the accused

Gonna quit case

Life that choose

Gonna embrace

Interstellar new galactic I be outta here

I'm going atmospheric in the atmosphere

Fighting with the atmosphere

I feel it disconnecting me