Falling Down Lyrics

I lay here on the floor staring at the ceiling

I'm wrestling my demons devoid of all feeling

Searching for strength and muse

I'm not that smart, just confused

My thoughts are all morbid

And my minds now contorted

Now finally I'm awake

I've branded myself a fake

I'm drowning you out at least

Pretending to sing like a little mistake

I feel myself slipping, but not really

Falling Down

I can't get it through to my vows

My body's necrotic

My head all psychotic

Jaded and hated I'm self medicated

Depression, regression you taught me a lesson

That finding the one and only

Leaving you so goddamn lonely

(Now I sit here all alone)

(No one's calling my cell phone)

(I'm paralyzed in the silence)

(Terrified of turning to violence)

Where did you go?

You told me you'd always be by my side

Why did you leave?

We never got our happily after all

What did you do?

You ruined me and walked away clean

Where are you now?

I don't even know you anymore