MONSTERS Lyrics

How can I save myself from all these monsters

How can I save myself from all these monsters

You like to sniff white lines

And then you start to act all fake

And I can't deal with all that shit there ain't no way it's taking place

I'd rather die than say my grace

I'm just a fucked up waste of space

And you see me I'm just a realist

And a stoner when I bake

You're just a faker and a hater and you're definitely a Jake

Me I'm just layered like a pizza and I'm definitely stone baked

Yeah Mary Janes up in the manner

Smoking bowls all full of canna

Got a spliff in my bandana

And I don't play Tony Montana

I've Got the tools and you're a spanner

I'm On my p's and Q's and grammar

Devil thoughts they make me stammer

Look in the mirror see doppelgänger's

I'm In the closet just like a hanger

I don't know how the fuck I've managed

Feeling scared and lost and damaged

I'm broken down feel disadvantaged

How can I save myself from all these monsters

How can I save myself from all these monsters

It's irrelevant how many times that I've looked in the mirror and hate what I see

Realising that the beast inside is latched onto controlling me

I'm a beast but you are what you eat

And you are what you reap when the demons asleep

So you reap what you sow

The Demon inside starts taking control

So I swallowed my pride

But in that moment the devil he jumped inside

Started telling me all these lies

Like how I should just jump off and die

And how I'm worthless better off dead

This devil inside's controlling my head

Controlling my thoughts

Controlling my breath

If I try switch off

I'm afraid of death

How can I save myself from all these monsters

How can I save myself from all these monsters

That's the drop and I don't wanna miss it

Don't wanna miss it but still a misfit

Hypocrite demons controlling my shit

Suffocating I feel like a sinking ship

I'm drowning in thoughts of bussin that clip

Do not wanna die but I don't want this

And I have tripped before just not like this

It goes to my mind puts my brain to a blitz

And I will not give up and I will not quit

Look I'm in bits and I've found the abyss

And I'm scared of my thoughts and the demons within

Feel like the devil inside will win

So many feelings of bussin that clip

Two shots to my brain and it ends all this

Two shots just ends all this

How can I save myself from all these monsters

How can I save myself from all these monsters