Deny Me Certainty Lyrics

Imagine all of the faces that

Would have been

Could have been

Me

Could have been me

It lies beneath all

The words on the tip of my tongue

So deep that I can't

Even understand what's going on

A silence that eats away

Creating an itch that I can't replace

One day I bury

The next I am digging

To find and hide answers

I don't even have questions to

Let me

Decide

What I'm gonna do

Head down I carry on

When I sit in silence I'm not the one

Telling myself I'm done

I can't, I won't, there's nothing else left

Is it a disease or is this humanity?

Cause I can't see what's in between

Is it uncertainty?

Or am I denying certainty?

Denying certainty

If I'm only lying to myself

Is it just as dishonest

As the smile on my face?

This is

My

Deniable admittance

This is

Why

I cannot stop

For even a

Single second

Now

It's

Staring right at me

I can taste it

Poisoning normality

And

When

It finally takes me

I'll finally know that it wasn't insanity

Head down I carry on

When I sit in silence I'm not the one

Telling myself I'm done

I can't, I won't, there's nothing else left

Is it a disease or is this humanity?

Cause I can't see between

Deny me certainty

Now

I've poured a little too much out

Standing alone

No one to hear as I shout

With the vultures above

Every eye locked on me

And a six foot hole underneath

My feet

Fuck it I'll be worm food

Think of

The faces

Think of all the faces that could have been

Me

If I'm only lying to myself

Is it just as dishonest

As the smile on my face?

Head down I carry on

When I sit in silence I'm not the one

Telling myself I'm done

Head down I carry on

When I sit in silence I'm not the one

Telling myself I'm done

I can't, I won't, there's nothing else left

Is it a disease or is this humanity?

Cause I can't see in between

Deny me certainty

This is

My

Deniable admittance

This is

Why

I cannot stop

For even a single second