Lead Them On (Long Live Jason Morales) Lyrics

Got so many demons, feel I met them all

Been with me for so long, feel like I lead them on

Yeah, one thing about this life, it always carries on

You gotta take that pain and let it make you strong

I said I'm thankful for them drugs, cause they got me through

I ain't the type to judge, do what you do

Yeah, I'm thankful for my thugs, cause they got me through

Yeah, you better keep your gun, in case you gotta shoot

Can't look my brother's mama in the eyes, cause I still feel the pain

Ayy, I still got plenty nights, where I still feel the rain

Remember days when I was down, and my phone never rang

How could they leave me all alone, after the shit that I seen

I know my baby mama hurtin', cause I ain't been the same

But she seen what I seen, so I ain't one to blame

Know my daughters, they been hurtin', daddy ain't been the same

Wonder why I'm even cryin', when we supposed to be playin

This is Jason's world, we just livin' in it

If I catch dude, swear I'ma kill him for what he did to him

It's a fucked up world that we livin' in

When I do tell the DA this is their fault, they should've did somethin

Ain't take a piece of my heart, he took the whole thing

Can't wait till I see you the day I grow wings

Pictures all on the wall, is all they keep me sane

Got your videos on repeat, and I just keep it playin'

Got so many demons, feel I met them all

Been with me for so long, feel like I lead them on

Yeah, one thing about this life, it always carries on

You gotta take that pain and let it make you strong

I said I'm thankful for them drugs, cause they got me through

I ain't the type to judge, do what you do

Yeah, I'm thankful for my thugs, cause they got me through

Yeah, you better keep your gun, in case you got a shoot

It's been a couple months, it feel like years

Cause everyday we still miss you here

Wish Heaven had a phone so I could call you when I feel them tears

Flashbacks play over and over, feel like my end is near

Cause you was just right here

(Bro you was just right here)

Ayy, it's fucked up,

Wish they could come and take this pain from us

Misunderstood by all the pictures that they paint of us

Loyalty, that's what them streets raised in us

We was taught to fade and not to shoot, that ain't the same as us

Fuck,

Ayo, that's pussy if you ask me

Took him from his daughter just because you got your ass beat

Coward, but when I see him it's the same scene

Ask forgiveness from my mother and ask God to come and save me

I swear when you left, you took a piece of me

Yeah, murder on my mind, I feel like Melly recently

Every step I take from here, I know that he with me

Said every step I take from here, I know that he with me

Got so many demons, feel I met them all

Been with me for so long, feel like I lead them on

Yeah, one thing about this life, it always carries on

You gotta take that pain and let it make you strong

I said I'm thankful for them drugs, cause they got me through

I ain't the type to judge, do what you do

Yeah, I'm thankful for my thugs, cause they got me through

You better keep your gun, in case you gotta shoot

Vinny