Not Okay Lyrics

How did they sleep at night

Mama's nervous

She leave me so easy

Am I gonna be alright

No broken heart

Girl, I'd be good with you now, now, now, okay

I just wanna go fly away

Let my feelings go all day away

I don't wanna deal with pain no more

Hey, yeah, but when the war with your mind off

I've been taking that pain to the core

Ever since then, I've been scarred

I don't try to say hit the car

I just stay in the line

But you know I had to since I'm back

These PTSD made me flex

Man, I ain't gon' lie, bruh

I really ain't got nothing much to say right now

Bitch, I really in my feelings, boy

Tell her, man, what she did

Man, I don't even know, man

Fuck, I'm fucked up

Look, like, what could I talk about

Y'all ain't even gon' understand

I spent ten months in that camp

I got home from a wrong one

Bullets in me, they set like ten

In the house, put it back for a wrong one

And how the fuck you think I feel

I'm like, how the fuck I'm even here

I sit and reminisce

I call my daddy, say the tears

I go bye-bye, I go bye-bye

I ain't gon' feel no pain

Tonight, I go fly

And y'all gon' have to watch me glow

Girl, I ain't gon' be here no more

Girl, I set my love alight

I ain't let you know, glow

When you're smokin' out, I feel like I'm on my own

Girl, I'll be good with you

Now, now, now, okay

I just wanna go fly away

Let my feelings go part their ways, yeah

I don't wanna deal with pain no more

Have you ever went to war with your mind off

I been takin' that pain to the core

Ever since then, I been scarred

I done tried sayin' hit the car

I just ain't in love

But you know I had to send some babies

PTSD made me flex