IF THESE WALLS COULD TALK Lyrics

If these walls could talk they'd say a lot of things

They'd tell you bout the war I fight with demons taking over me

Crying in my sleep cause I was scared and I was lonely

No one by my side; to wipe my tears no one to hold me

If these walls could talk they'd tell my worst fears

Knife in my hand; loaded gun eyes full of tears

Never thought that I'd be here; I prayed for it I thought I failed

I had to wake up

Keep trying and trying and trying my Golden Years

If these walls could talk they'd say I used to smile

Now its almost two years later and I haven't smiled in a while

Cause I've been down

Pass me that Crown

Know I dont drink but I'm bout to now

Gonna drown my feelings; let the sorrow out

If these walls could talk they'd tell my secrets

How I broke my back trying to trust

I need my love back

Trick I need my stuff back

Trick it's over screw that

So glad that I never told my mom

I loved you she'd just laugh

If these walls could talk