just a mask Lyrics

Through the window, I'm watching outside

I wish I could run away

I wish I could find happiness

In the darkness of my mind play

In the dreadful room of my life

I'm holding on to a golden knife

Have to pretend

For the love of my friend

My smiling face that you see

Is just a mask in reality

I tried to hold on to me

Got lost in the misery

The delightful soul that you see

Is just a mask in reality

I feel so weak, darkness is my friend

I know I'll never see you again

And I cried and cried so hard

As I walked to the near end

But the sudden ray of the light

Got me confused tonight

Have to find happiness

For the love of myself

My smiling face that you see

Is just a mask in reality

I tried to hold on to me

Got lost in the misery

The delightful soul that you see

Is just a mask in reality

I need therapy, I need happiness

Got to keep on reminding myself

I'm not alone in this

Keep on fighting till the end

I have to find happiness

For the love of myself

My smiling face that you see

Won't be a mask in reality

I will hold on to me

I won't let misery grasp me

The delightful soul that I will become

Will be the only reality to come