Headspace ft. Mack on the Beat, Kevin Krust & ChewieCatt Lyrics

Headspace ft. Mack on the Beat, Kevin Krust & ChewieCatt - Zach B

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Zach B - Headspace

I know it's all up in my head, it'll end soon probably

What if i was dead, what if they knew that i wanna be

I'm so sorry, i feel like omori, an anomaly

And honestly, we'll be there for each other always, promise me

What do you say?

Guess i'm back to updating my journal every day

Really wish this feeling in me would just go away

From time to time i try reminding myself everything's ok

For the most mundane things, i'll just cop out

Tell my closest friends: "not now"

Hold that in as much that i can

But why can't i fucking just calm down?

And i'd rather dream than just live

That's just the way that it is

I don't know why i care at all

My heart just don't bleed as much as my wrist

Only want to say that i was finally good for something

Just in the hopes it wasn't all for nothing

Don't know how i changed this much

It feels so good just to be a shut in

But for them it doesn't, prolly 'cause i love it

They don't understand how much they push my buttons

They appreciate me all of a sudden

All the love they pour on me just doesn't cut it

Thought i want to grow up, ready but i wasn't

All my homies blow confetti by the dozen

Every bit of hope and joy are what we need

What if it's only me, look, i think i can feel the rush, and

I don't know if i have gotten better, lately

Why's it feel like everybody hates me

All alone now, and i don't feel the safety

'cause my inner demons always try to chase me

On my own, here again, that's me

Stuck in my dome with the friends i need

Not sure where to go, but i guess we'll see

Running out of hope, and it ends with me

Just know that means

That i'm thankful for all my friends

With them i'll be a-ok

Even if i have to pretend

Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?

All the weight of everything gets trapped up and you might blow

Do you feel that something isn't right? out of mind, out of sight

Tell me, what's wrong? what's right? fuck it, what's another lie?

Seal up your brain, and dissipate all your pain

Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?

I might succumb to a debt i could never pay

While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel ok

In my head space, i remain safe

Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight, for my friends sake

Soon i'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes

But for now i just lay in the bed that i made

Talk it through my head, some things that i don't believe in

Wish it all away, but doesn't mean that i don't see them

My eyes have been clouded and blinded, man, my head keeps spinning

Fate has been decided something that i don't agree with

Feeling is egregious, but, man, i guess that's me

They don't understand the weight i feel's the weight they'll grieve

Is it freedom from the pressure? the sweet kiss of death

Not sure of my intention, but i guess it's time i rest

Do you feel your heart beat faster when your eyes close?

All the weight of everything gets trapped up and you might blow

Do you feel that something isn't right? out of mind, out of sight

Tell me, what's wrong? what's right? fuck it, what's another lie?

Seal up your brain, and dissipate all your pain

Who cares if you see tomorrow if it eases your mind today?

I might succumb to a debt i could never pay

While waiting for shit to change, so that something would feel ok

In my head space, i remain safe

Put my walls up and pray for a cure to my deadweight, for my friends sake

Soon i'll be free from the chains of my own mistakes

But for now i just lay in the bed that i made

You make nothing mean something to me

My pain and my grief, will you please set me free?

They're nothing to me