What to Say Lyrics

It could all be so simple

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I miss my grandma, we don't hardly talk

It hurt for us to speak

My papa said they always there for me

That's getting hard to see

Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae

I'm somewhere in the A

She old enough to ask why I ain't home

I don't know what to say

Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her

I been gone so long

Because I'm tryna make it better

It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it

when they say they love you

Remember who inside

That's how you deal with every time they judge you

Feeling all alone

With the feelings I been holding in

Barely holding on

It's just I feel like I been owed a win

Knock me down and I get right back up

Just to go again

Know it's coming, know it is

I ain't never know a friend

So I don't owe nobody nothing

Ain't nobody here to tell me it'll be okay

Telling them I'm near it

I been stepping out on faith

Praying God will hear it

Each and every time I pray

They don't understand and I hate it

It's crazy how my fans think I made it

While I'm tryna tell my mama

It'll happen soon for us

I can't wait to see it

See the moon from the tour bus

Know I'm something serious

They hating on me

I got people in Nigeria

That's waiting on me

Say the numbers just keep going up

While the labels holding nuts

Asked for my account from Miguel

He ain't show me nothing

I just keep on going might as well

'Cause I know it's coming

Still ain't seen my royalties from hole in my heart

Still ain't seen my royalties from destined to be

I can't help but ask God what he testing in me

Feel I'm ready for it

I ain't sleeping till the early morning

Niggas act like they'll do a song

And never send it through

Niggas never was a friend of me

That ain't what friends would do

I can't wait to see you

And act like I don't know you

Imma say it's nice to meet you

They take what you give and

That's why I don't trust you people

Niggas treat you like they equal

Knowing we ain't equal

I feel like you evil

You gotta be hurting

Cause why you hurting me for

Why you leaving me sore

Treat me like I don't exist

Know it's coming, know it is

Know it's coming though I stress

Maybe if I speak it to existence when I'm feeling less

Mmm, but I'm tired

But they looking

Keep on pushing till I'm higher

Barely is I'm ever wrong

Family they don't like my song

They don't ever share it when I drop

That's why I feel that way

I would give them everything I got

But what they do the same?

Hear me in this song so when I drop

It's just for you to sing

Bought another perk for me to pop

To get me through the pain

But it don't ever make it no better

I've been struggling to keep my head up

I know what you're thinking cause I read you

See as you get closer to the top

You don't know who will love you

I ain't really worried if I drop

Cause it's gon' do the numbers

Uh yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh yeah, yeah

Yeah, I miss my grandma

We don't hardly talk

It hurt for us to speak

My papa said they always there for me

That's getting hard to see

Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae

I'm somewhere in the A

She old enough to ask why I ain't home

I don't know what to say

Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her

I been gone so long

Because I'm tryna make it better

It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it

When they say they love you

Remember who inside

That's how you deal with every time they judge you

Yeah yeah