dissonant. (Interlude) Lyrics

Like a series of dissonant chords, my mind has been progressing into chaos

Since birth I've been blue, trying to piece together why my irregularities make me, me

When I try to do wrong and leave them unanswered, they just wanted more and more

And the groove kept going on and on and on

I was thrown in the limelight

As it gets better, the uncertainty gets worse

The clash of notes, my mind restless and not sticking by the books got me here

So why do I wish to get back on scale

Back to a time where there was less to worry about and more to explore

When it wasn't about hitting every imperfect note perfectly

You see, with every note I hit

I constantly make a note to myself that this symphony would never end

It was that hunger that drove me to be here

The isolation that brought the conversations with myself

Which I then put on a page just to explain why I think the way I think

Unfortunately, I got no answers and only my wish

Just more worries hidden under the rug

I've been fighting for so long I'm numb to every sort of sensation

I was stuck here waiting for a saviour to get to saving, but it just would not be

Now my mind is in a state of pandemonium

The box has been opened

God