The Smell of Smoke Lyrics

Can't believe that night

I didn't call you back

Being the bigger person is something that I lack

Knew that prolly the next day

That we'd be back on track

Didn't know you was out there drunk and selling crack

Second that I got the call

My whole world collapse

Had to get there quick

I couldn't put it in my maps

Said you might not make it

And that was a fact

You got stabbed seven times

In your neck and back

They warned me before

They brought me in

Said you might not wanna see

The state that he's in

But There's no way

I wasn't gonna be by your side

I got down on my knees and said

Please don't let him die

After a couple days

You woke up

We all couldn't believe it

We got it choked up

You didn't know what happened or where you was and

I knew I had to put

My whole life on pause

Never loved someone

As much as I loved you

But it was a long road ahead

You know that I got mad confused

Wanted to know what happened

You didn't give the truth

Thought you'd give it up

After all that we went through

Later found out

What was really going on

You was back in the streets and

You told me you was done

In that moment

I knew that my whole world

It was gone

When I opened the drawer and

I found that gun

Gang gang doesn't mean shit

To the ones you love

You got enough ones looking down on us from up above

The love started to fade

After all those holes you dug

Knew I had to walk away

Cuz push came to shove

They warned me

Before they let me in

Said you'll never get the truth

So girl just start again

But there was no way

I wasn't going to be by your side

I loved you so much and

Everyone always asked me why

Everyone always asked me why