PAIN (Edward Elric Open Verse Contest) ft. EclypsesDeath Lyrics

I've been through all types of pain, pain

Searching for my way to change, change

I see the other side, I hold the blame

Losing my families life, I'm not the same

I get reminded each day, each day

These are the scars that are holding me down

This is the price that I paid

Now they aren't here to see me drown

I've been through all types of pain, pain

Searching for my way to change, change

I see the other side, I hold the blame

Losing my families life, I'm not the same

I get reminded each day, each day

These are the scars that are holding me down

This is the price that I paid

Now they aren't here to see me drown

I went through all types of pain

But then again never took serious

If memories scarred then they faded

The pain in my heart busy keeping me furious

My energy seeping

For all of the people

Who stopped me from getting delirious

If they call me heathen

When I leave them bleeding

Guess I'll never stop if the series ends

Felt pride through

Every damn accomplishment

So why sloth now

Even when the answer is obvious

I felt lost

Even when everything had just been solved

So why did I go through?

I was greedy bout the cost now I

Feel envy for families who got ones to hold

No lust but it feels like it I'll lose control

All I see is red when I'm stoned buried it in my soul

If the wrath gon show ain't nobody I couldn't fold

Cause I'm

Short-sided for every one of my victories

Don't start crying I never been one for the sympathy

The way I eat the competition feels like I got gluttony

If you think you got a use of my soul? well pussy come for me

If you think you got a point

Bitch come and target my head

It should honestly be simple

Since I'm just a little kid

Even then I had experienced

A life that's hard to live

Because the pain it fucking cost me

Was an arm and leg

I've been through all types of pain, pain

Searching for my way to change, change

I see the other side, I hold the blame

Losing my families life, I'm not the same

I get reminded each day, each day

These are the scars that are holding me down

This is the price that I paid

Now they aren't here to see me drown

I've been through all types of pain, pain

Searching for my way to change, change

I see the other side, I hold the blame

Losing my families life, I'm not the same

I get reminded each day, each day

These are the scars that are holding me down

This is the price that I paid

Now they aren't here to see me drown