Head of the Table Lyrics

We

Were born of irresponsibility

And

Unhealthy tendencies

I found safety in numbers

I still remain an outcast

Hope torn asunder

I didn't think I would be burdened by my biases

It's the same shit you spit in my face

Reminding me of our better days

But I am a Phoenix and my friends are my ashes

One day I'll ask you the hard questions

Without you I will

Find my passion

Anytime I thought we were getting close

It was for your own gain

Who would do that to their own blood

I am lonesome I was born in captivity

And I will die in disability

Every morning I wake and know I am part of you

I don't know if I am proud or ashamed

Suck it up is all anyone would ever tell me, I put on a front so no one knew any better

Unaware of the conflict I put myself in

Each and every day

There's no room to make demands in the life of an absentee

We were born of irresponsibility and unhealthy tendencies,

I found safety in numbers, I still remain an outcast, hope torn asunder

I didn't think I would be burdened by my biases

It's the same shit you spit in my face, reminding me of our better days

But I am a Phoenix and my friends are my ashes

One day I'll ask you the hard questions

Without you I will find my passion

Anytime I thought we were getting close,

It was for your own gain,

Who would do that to their own blood?

I am lonesome, I was born in captivity

and I will die in disability

Every morning I wake and know I am part of you,

and I don't know if I am proud or ashamed

Suck it up is all anyone would ever tell me, I put on a front so no one knew any better,

Unaware of the conflict I put myself in

Each and every day

There's no room to make demands in the life of an absentee

There's no room to make demands in the life of an absentee

We will persevere and survive this situation

We will persevere and survive this situation