I Hate Everything. Lyrics

Lately I don't think I've really slept at all but

That shit doesn't matter no one cares I know uh

Tired of these problems I keep drifting off of

Look, fuck it

I hate everything

I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days

Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake

Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face

Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey

I don't need you my lover

What are your thoughts I wonder

No trust I can't recover

You said you're numb I'm number

Roundabout, here I am in this circle again

I thought I won, silly me, shit I never could win

Tough luck, that's life ain't no way I'll forget

The feelings caused like a brand on me I knew it would stick

I kept on shutting it down

We tried to figure it out

With Eendless convos bout the shit we thought would turn it around

But are you hearing me now

I fucking knew I was out

The energy we trading back forth kept putting me down

X and O's I kept on stringing along

I struggle harder to cope and I've been losing it all

I hate everything

I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days

Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake

Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face

Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey

I don't need you my lover

What are your thoughts I wonder

No trust I can't recover

You said you're numb I'm number

Everything around me just keeps burning down right to the ground

Losing opportunities I'm stuck in neutral out of bounds

Tired of the foolery I'm breathing heavy take me out

30,000 miles I've been running finally worn me down

Drowning I can't do enough been working on my breast stroke

Tried to face reality but it's too hard to let it go

All these people cap to me I tip my hat and breathe it slow

All goes back to baby cuz she used to be my centerfold

X and O's I kept on stringing along

I struggle harder to cope and I've been losing it all

I hate everything

I don't even wanna breathe these are my last days

Feeling like I lost it all think of what's at stake

Member I was feeling hope when I'd see your face

Now it's all gone gone everything's turned grey

I don't need you my lover

What are your thoughts I wonder

No trust I can't recover

You said you're numb I'm number