Hard To Resist ft. Max Walter Lyrics

Why do I keep on living like this

I hate my flesh, I hate my sins

I can't blame nobody but me, I'm better than this, it's hard to resist

I gotta change, I gotta repent, I'm killing myself, can't blame my friends

I wish that I could be perfect, but that won't happen until I'm dead

Feeling two-faced in a race with no brakes

Got no more room to make mistakes

One day, I'ma pray and I think I've changed

Then I fall back in my old ways

I wanna stop, can't catch a break

I'm out of control, I need some space

Just give me a second, I feel like a weapon

If I don't be careful, I might end up steppin' on someone I love

Tryin' to be better, I'm looking above for guidance

I've been looking through my head, I'm hiding all of my pain

It's not that easy, try it (just kidding, don't do that)

They playing my song and thinking like "who dat"

Pishko on the mic, I know y'all rooting for me to succeed, I'm just a student

Tryna learn to be a better version of me, I think I gotta let go of some things holding me down

Tryna make me sink, making these songs on the brink of success

But I gotta let go of some friends, watching my steps when I cut off loose ends

Don't wanna cut too much, I might offend, tryna stay focused

Push on the gas, I'm looking straight forward, I ain't tryna go back

I open the Bible and load in my mag

Unload on the devil, he's looking so mad

He's coming for me 'cause my music is blessed

He's trying to stop me, he told me it's trash

I try not to listen, I know that I'm next

I follow the Lord, I follow his steps

Why do I keep on living like this

I hate my flesh, I hate my sins

I can't blame nobody but me, I'm better than this, it's hard to resist

I gotta change, I gotta repent, I'm killing myself, can't blame my friends

I wish that I could be perfect, but that won't happen until I'm dead

Wake up in the morning feeling guilty for my sin

Question my decision, intuition what I did

Tryna stay away from the web and those vids

Shawty lookin good but that ain't the way to live

Feeling so distracted, it's amazing what some freedom do

Breaking off the chains, now I'm not guilty, it's a different mood

Came up out that, got me cleaning, yeah, I got renewed

But even though I'm washed, I'm a human, so I struggle too

Maybe that's the point, tryna build my faith

God took my weakness and he turned it to my strength

Battle with temptation gave me courage in the rain

Overcome the darkness 'cause he woke up out that grave

I ain't gonna back down, God in the background

I ain't giving up, I know I gotta change

I'm writing these songs, I'm making these hits

I'm tryna be different, I'm using my pain

He wipes away my tears, took his grace, I'm getting bolder

It's hard to resist, but I promise we ain't folding

Why do I keep on living like this

I hate my flesh, I hate my sins

I can't blame nobody but me, I'm better than this, it's hard to resist

I gotta change, I gotta repent, I'm killing myself, can't blame my friends

I wish that I could be perfect, but that won't happen until I'm dead