My Hostage Lyrics

Do you swear that the evidence you're about to give

Is the truth?

The whole truth

And nothing but the truth

So help you god

Yes

Alright fuck it

Let's lay it on the table

I haven't been completely honest

with all my people

Told you I couldn't get a job because I'm mentally unstable

I'm just lazy

While you made us all our money whipping them tables

Serving them assholes their juice

Laying creepy pick up lines on you

You always shut them down

Called me on your breaks

Always brought me back a shake

Not one time you didn't think of me

You were the opposite of a snake

You taught me what real love is

I'll never get that again

Wake me up with a smile

And made me breakfast

I didn't want it to ever end

You called me handsome

Said I had the face of a Greek god

Loved me when I'm very flawed

Basically you lied to me

Always Loyal in the beginning

Until I made your head feel like it kept on spinning

I called you a liar out of pure projection

I was thinking about other girls

Cause I needed more attention

You were enough but for me there is never enough

Everytime I see your face

I remember why I fell in love in the first place but I know

I can not get it back because I just dig the chase

I just dig the chase

Alright

You said if I don't step up you'd leave

and find someone better

But I convinced myself I could do anything

and you'd still stay and wear my sweater

I don't blame you for going to Caleb

Hell He treated you better

Plus he was buff

And he got his life together

I called it bluff

Father put me in hand cuffs

Tried to scare me beyond scared straight

But I came out more gay

I told you my jail story

You cried for me

Told you I changed after that but only

Lies came out of me

We hated drugs but now you're with a man who puffs

Hell he made you do it too

But the thing is he's a good dude

A woman will stay with a nice idiot

Over a funny asshole anyday

Practically lusted over other woman

Everyday

Everytime I see your face

I remember why I fell in love in the first place but I know I can

not get it back because I just dig the chase

I just dig the chase

How many times do I gotta tell you sorry

Miss Running around in the Vegas hotel lobby

You asked me for the bare minimum

To make you feel like you're the only one

But I thought my rules were the only right ones

You'd introduce me to your friends

And I'd go home and jerk to them

You find there instas in my search bar

I left you with every scar

And I'd always have to pretend

Swear I'm not like other men

Everytime you broke up with me

I told you I'd fuck Cheyenne

I knew she was your trigger

I thought my heart was bigger

I wasn't vigor

I'm weaker then my pictures

I need the Bible need a scripture

When we were on a break

You Never knew that I kissed her

But wait the story gets thicker

Sure never committed to cheating

But I forsure did it in my head

I feared you and Caleb actually meeting

Cause then you tried to fuck him in our bed

But who am I to be upset

We saw this shit coming

I got bitter I resented you

So you went to him instead

You called him in front of me

After I caught you cheating

Felt like my chest was bleeding

Wanted to wake up from this fever dream

But everything to me's a scheme

I thought about the story telling

How I can make people hate you?

The validation you chew

But I'm the same with my crew

I wanted them to love you

But now I have no choice

But each time that i'm mad I find a vid with your voice

No sing it properly

Oh my Zion

You're being Gray right now

I'm getting into it

Damn

My god I miss that face

I miss that body

Wake up Insecure of your belly

But I loved your belly

We watch good mourning and make fun of machine gun Kelly

I went to your graduation

But I won't be at your wedding

You were crying on my bathroom floor

While I was on the dance floor

I don't want people thinking you're a whore

Cause there's two sides to every story

I just dig the chase

You also drove me around everywhere

And paid for every single one of my meals

I hate you but I fucking love you

What's sad is

I cry about me wanting you back for 20

Hours but if I had 20 minutes

With you I'd go right back to hating you

Cause we'd do the same shit and argue

That fucking sucks

Damn

I just dig the chase

Tried to convicne every guy that you were with after me

That you were ugly and try and make them hate you so

The only person that could have you is me

That sounds really psycho and that's cause it is

I just dig the chase

Boys if it ever comes to a point where it feels like

Dating your girl is like her being your hostage

Set her free