Reality ft. Morgz & Dallas Anselmo Lyrics

I won't wait and see

What you got in store for me

I know what I really need

My reality

Get my money stack all that shit up

Not gone let you fuck it up for me

Selling drugs was an option home girl would do it often

But I know the cops watching might jus put me in a coffin

I'm coughing up my smoke maybe I'll get cough up with that dope

But if I do that's the end of my rope 25 years that ain't no joke

Murder that she wrote for me life been choking me

Maybe devil Gotta hold me bank account folding me

Just like Cole got a dollar and a dream well I had a dollar 19

Ever since I was 19 On a nightly basis

I was seeing brand new faces around me new influences surround me

They drown me in this lifestyle alcohol drugs bitches and nights out

Get home 5am turn the lights out got a girl and she Mrs. right now

She right now (I'm right now)

Don't get what the hype bout

Maybe I need a girl that gone ride out life with me

But she gotta like me for Avery that bitch gone not like me for ATV

I won't wait and see

What you got in store for me

I know what I really need

My reality

Get my money stack all that shit up

Not gone let you fuck it up for me

Reality is really harsh different for every person

Reality is when you march but the system ain't working

Reality is swiping cards go and get you a Birkin

Reality is catch a charge cuz your pockets was hurting

Reality is that they didn't like you back

Reality is that they using you for cash

Reality is when you go back to your crib and feel alone because you feel like they were all you fucking had

I can't keep running I can't keep loving

I can't keep my world sane so I say nothing about it

Million miles in my head I got a thousand mountains

Energy a hundred but I feel like ten down it tears me to pieces

It tore my to leave and I didn't even wanna go

But reality is weird so questionable

Should we live in fear or take the ladder set it up and see how high we can go

Maybe climb in a boat sail the seas but could we really keep it afloat

I don't know man confused if my destiny is really chosen

Or if I write my own life the way I go and

I'll admit I'm scared of the unknown I wonder how it unfolds

I won't wait and see

What you got in store for me

I know what I really need

My reality

Get my money stack all that shit up

Not gone let you fuck it up for me

Niggas dreaming different than me

Niggas give up on they stuff and it ain't sitting with me

I ain't gone be another failed this failed that no money no track record

Of being a nigga never saying never

Nigga dreaming different than me

Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me

I ain't gone be another failed this failed that no money no track record

Of being a Nigga never saying never

Ain't get say goodbye to Jay before I had to move

We kinda had a falling off to go and speak the truth

I would see him in the hallways at the water fountain

Then I saw the news he saved a girl but he fell of a mountain

It shocked me even tho we didn't speak that often

I wish I woulda done more but now he in a coffin

I know he had dreams but now he can't do that shit

So now I gotta dream and I ain't giving up on that

Niggas dreaming different than me

Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me

I ain't gone be another failed this failed that

No money no track record

Of being a nigga never saying never

Niggas dreaming different than me

Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me

I ain't gone be another failed this failed that

No money no track record

Of being a nigga never saying never

Man I was fucking up

I was fucking way more my numbers up

Focused on hoes party's drugs and double cups

I fucked up some hearts because I couldn't love

I fucked up Arizona I was fucking up Atlanta

Went and fucked up with LA And I'm still fucking up Montana

Didn't know what to do with girls that I had

But I took a step back I was being like my dad I can't have that

Cuz' I'm better than my past that was filled with absence and lack of presence like a lab rat

Shit toxic need a hazmat but I put in time learned my shit like studying for the ASVAP

Feeling dry like a post without a hashtag

So I went and got a team of rag tag outcasts and I know we Killing it

All got dreams and I know we fulfilling em

Had dreams of shows and hoes and cars and clothes

Money to share so the fam ain't stressed those

Ima pay my siblings college tuitions

All because Of intuition to put myself in the position to make a living off my dream

Falling in between dreams and reality God and mortality death and vitality

Dreams and reality are different cuz reality don't lie

Reality is Dr. king had a dream and he died

So realistically who the fuck am I