#Saturday16s Medley Lyrics

You hear

All those voices

That's me

That's me

Look

I'm not the best with the bars or the flow

But I'm tryna work it out so all the mussels can grow

See I got talent with a vision but the people don't know

It takes a lot of hard work for your TV to show

And I been sitting on my asphalt

Turning into asphalt

Sittin super still

Stick of steel in the asphalt

Earthquake mass fault

Brilliant mind assault

Everything is crazy

Super hazy like them bath salts

But I ain't sitting here stagnant no more

6 am I quit the snoring and my feet hit the floor

See I wanna do a lot so I gotta do more

I gotta make the work flow my mind is moving the oars

And I ain't never gunna stop even when I do make it

I be on the up and up like economic inflation

My feet are planted on the rock so I can never be shaken

The new Jay-Z way I'm rocking them nations

Let's go

New Jay-Z way I'm rocking them nations

Let's go

I'm the new Jay-Z yea

Ight yea yea yea

Slow it down lil bit

Let me get a

Let me get a organ

Aye yessir

That's what I'm talking bout

Take 'em to church deacon

I said take 'em to church deacon

Hey yea

Look

My circle's smaller but my influence got bigger

See random strangers tell me just like holes my man I dig ya

Love that you are growing and can't wait till you get bigger

But we was never friends so don't you act don't you act

My circle's smaller but my influence got bigger

See random strangers tell me just like holes my man I dig ya

Love that you are growing and can't wait till you get bigger

But we was never friends so don't you act like you Mon-ica

I'm not against new friends, I just know how some folks be

They be quite as that mouse until you show up with that cheese

But my life ain't all glitz and glamor it's not what it seems

Cuz I'm still pinching pennies just so I can pay for things

You ain't never wore my jersey so you was never on my team

You was sleeping on the boy but you ain't never seen my dream

And if teamwork makes the dreamwork like a animation team

Well you can take your donkey self to Madagascar far from me

Look

I'm Muhammad with the bars a floatin' bird stingin' bee

Another colored youngin' good with words like Akeelah in the bee

And even when I take it slow I'm lapping rappers up with ease

I think I'm overweight I ain't never seen defeat

Look

I'm over stressed I need a rest like cuffs and hands

Cuz all my rhymes and all my time's in high demand

Put to the test my life's a mess I need a hand

But I'll debate it then overrate it can't understand

That I need help sometimes walkin' through foreign lands

This new world of adulthood feels like sinking sand

It's full wizarding odds like tigers bears and lions

But thought it's dangerous I know I'll make it so I keep trying

To do my best every single day I'm on this earth

Yet still I fail and I fail often but that's how you learn

I've seen more rain than I've seen rainbows but it could be worse

At least this rain is washing me instead of causing burns

But still I'm feeling down and out there's nothing left to give

It's only by the grace of God I have the will to live

A broken heart broken bank broken everything

Yet in the midst of all this rubble I will choose to sing

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Yea

Said keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Yea

In your darkest of moments my God He's glowing

When you're weak in the moment He comforts the mourning

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Yea

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Keep on pushing

Yea

In your darkest of moments my God He's glowing

When you're weak in the moment joy comes in the morning

So keep on keep on keep on yea

Keep on keep on keep on yea

Keep on keep on keep on yea

Keep on keep on keep on yea

See I talk about this a lot

But I haven't really put it in a song yet

Or at least this vulnerably

Most of my life I have dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts and actions

And in two thousand and nineteen the fall of two thousand and nineteen not long after My twentieth birthday

I almost committed suicide

Hmm

Really thinking of where I wouldn't be if I had gone through with my plan

If God hadn't stopped me

If you or anyone else you know or love may be dealing with mental health issues

Suicidal thoughts and actions, depression, anxiety, the whole slue of fiery arrows the Enemy throws at us

Please contact somebody please reach out for help

There is a better and brighter future

I know it doesn't seem like that, I know it sounds cliché to hear

But I promise you as somebody who was in your exact same shoes

There is a whole different side of life that I am currently living that I never thought existed

That I never thought would have existed for me

Right before the summer of two thousand and twenty-one I was at a worship night with My two roommates at the Time

Two of my best friends and at that worship night as I was singing praises to the Lord and Giving Him everything that I had

And telling Him Father wether I'm depressed my entire life or wether I'm joyful my entire Life

Whatever I feel you are worthy of my praise and honor and adoration

I lifted up my hands as high as I could get them up to Heaven and just started singing

And praising the Lord

And in the closest thing to an audible voice I have ever heard in my entire life

I heard the word "Freedom" and it wasn't from like a person or

Like I said it wasn't God's audible voice but it was the closest thing to it

And at that moment all of the chains and weight of depression and suicidal thoughts and Actions fell off of me

And I just- for the first time in my entire life I felt weightless

I felt free, I felt new, I felt anew

I started looking around like the way that I saw things looked was it was different

Life didn't have this mellow and depressing filter over my eyes anymore

I was looking around in disbelief and just seeing with joy for the first time

How beautiful life actually is and how gracious I am to be where I am

And how grateful I was to be feeling the things that I was and I started going crazy

I started giving the Lord everything that I had like I didn't care about anybody beside me

I didn't care how anybody thought I look or how I you know people perceived me

I was going crazy because I finally felt freedom for the first time in my entire life

And that is possible for you as well

That is possible for everybody who is hearing this who is under the sound of my voice

Don't make me start to preach I will start to preach right now I promise to you

But just don't give up

My pastor says all the time "You will never know what victory looks like if you give up and Quit"

Had I gone through with my plan and God not stop me I would not be here today

I would not see freedom I would not wake up with joy in my eyes and in my heart every Single day

I wouldn't have the relationships that I have I wouldn't have had the success however Minor It Is that I have

I wouldn't have gone the places that I've gone

I wouldn't have been able to speak into other kids lives who were dealing with the same Stuff I was and them see freedom had I given up

People need you somebody needs your story

I know it seems so insignificant to you and in your mind but somebody needs your story

So get up seek the Lord and seek help

Freedom is out there

Keep on pushing