if i go i'mma go Lyrics

Yo, this song is so fucking pretty

Like, I'm listening to it and I'm feeling my heart tingle right now

I'm feeling my, you know, your gut area

It's like, it's like butterflies. It's like a melting feeling

Oh, this is so pretty, bro. This is me, bro. I like this. I love this

I for sure only miss the hoes at home and I know

Cause everything else make me sick

The tequila hit the notes and my woes wipe the coke off my nose

Like it ain't in my bank statements

They be saying that I'm next, but it's out my control

Chain smoking cigarettes in my home cause I'm gross

And they still finna blame me for a lifetime of growth

Call me crazy when it's my time to go. I'm a go

I clean the house boiling fabuloso to Loso

So, singing along, tone deaf like nothing is wrong

I'm still paranoid, feels like I'm on the run from the law

But maybe it's the law of God that keeps me getting me caught

Hope my granny watching over all the times that I want

It's not when I'm watching Twitter porn or fucking these thots

Or when I'm doing drugs off tits and licking them all

But in the case is the case, at least she knows I'm a star

Shit, I never needed extra stimuli to get a vibe

But I imagine even heaven is better when you're high

Living on the edge and I'm getting better every time

No matter what it is doing, it's just better when you try

I'm not grandstanding

I'm not a bad man and even when I hate the world, I don't live on a bad planet

I wish I could date the girl I want and still fuck fans after

But I don't live in a movie, I'm just a bad actor

She's present with us

I got so much love for you, but it's shallow

I don't know who follows, I think my shadow is

Running away from the things that I had close to me

Only problem is I know it's me

I wish I never had to get caught cheating to feel needed

Cause you acted like I died and we're still grieving

I couldn't stop you from leaving cause we're still people

I wanna blame you all the time cause I'm still healing

I never acknowledged that you tried and I feel stupid

I'm just a coward and a child trying to feel evil

I drove five hundred miles and I still feel you

But I don't think I'd be alive if I still need you

That was just a side note cause I've been thinking shit over

I couldn't even manage to get therapy and get sober

Every time I ever needed help I had a bitch over

I never lie to no one but myself and I'm a bitch for it

And I keep my demons to myself like I'll get rich off em

Reaping everything I sow now

When it's important I think everyone that I know now just wants to get over

I swear

I for sure only miss the hoes at home and I know

Cause everything else make me sick

The tequila hit the notes and my woes wipe the coke off my nose

Like it ain't in my bank statements

They be saying that I'm next, but it's out my control

Chain smoking cigarettes in my home cause I'm gross

And they still finna blame me for a lifetime of growth

Call me crazy when it's my time to go. I'm a go