newfound guilt Lyrics

I really thought it was you

I guess my vision was blurred

All this time it was me spitting lies, looking right in your eyes

And I blamed you for this

Guess I'll have to make do

This newfound guilt is gonna linger

Have I really become something more, if you came to my door

Would you see me still?

Have I made a mistake

Should I wish to erase those pictures I found

If I keep them around, who knows what I'll do

I'll remember it right

Stop making excuses

I say all the time I've found my reasons to do something stupid

I won't stall anymore

Finally walk through that door

I've lasted too long anyway

It's finally time I put that knife away

The things you told me you picked carefully

Never knew what I'd say

I'd make it all about me in the end, forcing you to pretend that you

Loved me still

And here I was feeling good

You're finally feeling much better

All because of what I'd helped you learn through your bruises and burns that I'd

Given you

Have I made a mistake

Do I deserve to erase those pictures I found

If I keep them around, who knows what I'll do

Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't miss me still

Don't you realize I wish that none of this was real

You told me I'd survive

Though you wished you weren't alive

And I told you I would die

I could never say goodbye to you

Maybe I'll remember it right

Stop making excuses

I say all the time I've found my reasons to do something stupid

I won't stall anymore

Finally walk through that door

I've lasted too long anyway

It's finally time I put that knife away