Gott verlässt mich nicht ft. Joeji Lyrics

My life is at an end, I can't laugh anymore

I can't handle this pressure around me

I was forced to do a lot of things

My soul is restless, it finds no rest

My pain is so great when I understand

Nobody is there, I'm alone

I can't even reach my very best friend

I lie in bed and start crying again

Many wrong friends have shown me

I'm not worth staying on earth

My sorrow is too great, I want to hide it

But I have learned to show no weakness

I tell my friends that I'm fine

But they can't see my inner anger

I know I need help, I can't do it alone

But I'm completely desperate again

Every day the same, I feel nothing but emptiness

I'm freezing, I'm writing these lines

Maybe it's one year, nobody is there

I just have to go fast, I'm already on the track

I feel like the second choice, like the consolation prize

If I had the choice, I would rather be dead

When will the day come when I fall into a coma

I don't want to wake up anymore

Where there is no hope anymore

Every trust breaks

When faith is lost, God does not leave me

Even my mother broke my heart

She gave me the feeling that I was worth nothing

She tells me that I am to blame

I carry this burden all alone on my shoulders

Tell me, dear God, where are you now

You don't even see me when I'm in fear of death

They say you are hope, but is it real

Because if it doesn't exist, I'll be gone soon

If everyone forgets me, please don't

Can you do something, just look at me

I just want it to be fine again

Otherwise it's too late sometime

If everyone forgets me, please don't

Can you do something, just look at me

I just want it to be fine again

Otherwise it's too late sometime

Where there is no hope anymore

Every trust breaks

When faith is lost, God does not leave me

Where there is no hope anymore

Every trust breaks

When faith is lost, God does not leave me