bread&butter Lyrics

Yo chilling back writing on my couch I'm getting faded now

Higher than a cloud don't wanna drown I'm under pressure now

Sink into the cotton there's no stopping when I'm puffing loud

Tripping out to yodie land it's bogus man we off the ground

I just took a sip of the alc I mix it in a drink

I don't know why I still go with this to make a way

Shitty flow taking a role if I should blow an eighth

Boutta set sail on this boat I'm gonna row away

Stow away thoughts and emotions that I don't wanna say

Hi how you doing? Watchu wanna go and do today?

Like I aint one for going out in public being being cool with grace

I just keep it all to myself don't want no face to face

I be skipping stones while you skipping with a hoe

Don't be tripping bout a bitch cause if you do you going ghost

You got a goal to make a toast and yet your body feeling cold

And then you're done and now it's over with the pain is all you know

Likelihood I'm doing something stupid it aint stoppable

I'm breaking all my bones and then they tell me it's inoperable

I wanna face my fears but I don't see it being tolerable

Do it again but I just get up feeling like shit

Life is like a joke to me

I'm done but it's not over me

Wanna try again but all my friends are steady ghosting me

Im so convinced that everyone I know is doing better

See I tell you that I'm trying just to make it through this weather

Doing stupid shit so I could see the pain away

Breaking through a gate so I could skate along the way

Running from security I turn em to a stray

Getting my adreneline pumping right through my veins