counting (extended/acoustic) Lyrics

I constantly hope

It will fade away

A thousand numbers drive me insane

Compare, it's not fair

Fighting desperately

When is this over?

When will you love me?

I already know that's how I behave

Thoughts consume me

And I suffocate

Compare, it's not fair

Fighting desperately

When is this over?

When will you love me?

Just care please

Care please

I know that I thought

It'll eventually fade

But I'm still here

Still fighting the same

Two years, three years

Baby set me free

Can't you see that you're the only one

Who can help me?

Care please

Care please

I see her

Want to be her

Perfect body

Goes to parties but I

I still feel the the same

There's no escape

I live with the numbers

Up in my head

I'm so done

Just wanna run

Still fighting for peace

Let this be over

And then I can love me

Promise me you'll care now

Promise you'll care