Dream Girl Lyrics

This will never be home

Even if I wanted it I can't deny it

I'm just a fan who used to get caught up in fantasizing

Got too familiar with your standards and decided

I ain't want to stand beside it

The pressure to be the man

I ain't even want to be in demand in private

Ain't need be handed the keys

I couldn't handle driving

Too many internal struggles were plaguing me

To make believe

Like there was a vacancy

For commitment

It really wasn't safe to be

Invested in what I brought to the table

That would only enable

A way to treat

The cake like it's okay to eat

I was jaded

Should've played for keeps

But

I just played to keep you patient

Cause even without you the focus on me had my

Ego inflated

Completely replacing

You with the need to be complacent

Rather than pursuant

It was truly sad to see it ruined

Cause letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

But loving you is worse

I don't want the scars

I don't want the hurt

But letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

But I don't see the worth

You deserve better

That's why we'll never work

But letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

I was judging everything about you that

Made me want to chase to begin with

I would get offended

Cause everyone was into you

Caught myself looking sideways at my friendships

If they would even mention you

It had to be for me and me only

Regardless of the fact that

I was for the streets

Still a piece of me was lonely

I couldn't help it

Felt the need share my self with

Everybody but with you

I was selfish

Painfully insecure

All of my narcissism was showing

My heart wasn't fit for no one

But

Let me even think it's being discarded and it became hard to live with it broken

I would be sick

Like I was a vic

And I can admit

That this was something I didn't pick

When I had the chance to

Always thought this song would be something that could be danced to

But it wasn't meant to be

And I had to keep it moving

It was truly sad to see it ruined

Cause letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

But loving you is worse

I don't want the scars

I don't want the hurt

But letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

Letting go is hard

But I don't see the worth

You deserve better

That's why we'll never work

But letting go is hard

Letting go is hard