TALKIN' II MYSELF ft. eternalexe Lyrics

I need a fuckin lobotomy, maybe bottles of the booze

Feelin' loco in the brain, so I'ma bring it to the booth

Wish the Buddha would work, I just need a way to snooze

Need a healthy way to cope when I feel like I'ma lose

Man, that man in the mirror, that motherfucker don't support me

Boomerang back, suicide, Jai Courtney

Captain of the ship, but I'm shittin' all on my shift

The rift inside my mind is enough to make me a risk

Now, I don't wanna talk, but that shit just make me a wreck

Got unhealthy bad habits, emotions that I project

Guess the lessons in myself but that shit that I don't subject

I reject it till the next time, man, I need a vent, like

Talkin' to myself, is it wrong, is it right

Should I give a fuck about karma, about life

All in vain, all in vain

Done with the fightin and the screams

No one wanna see me in the screen

And I didn't need their help, I did it by myself

I didn't need the toxic energy

Need another go around when it comes to buildin' a fan base

Restartin' at the bottom feels like rippin' off a bandaid

I put my trust in people I thought were stickin around

Ain't no shade to anybody I just missed when we were down

I confided in some people that went blabin they mouth

Turn confessions into sin when that's not what they about

I'ma love you to the end, always wishin' you the best

Put it on myself when I say, stay blessed

That's the last time I'ma speak on a topic

All the soul brothers shit from this point, drop it.

Ain't no unholy child in me, besides the pen game

Never wish you ill will if you got my friend's name.

Talkin' to myself, is it wrong, is it right

Should I give a fuck about karma, about life

All in vain

All in vain

Done with the fightin' and the screams

No one wanna see me in their screens

And I didn't need their help, I did it by myself

I didn't need the toxic energy

Talkin' to myself, I'm just yellin' up at the wind

When I scribble in my pad, here we go, go again

I got insecurities I don't find rational

I ration out these thoughts till my brain finds an antidote

Yeah, here we go, go again

Talkin' to myself, I'm just yellin' up at the wind

When I scribble in my pad, here we go, go again

Yeah, here we go, go again, yeah