3 Months Sober Lyrics

Blasting music so loud

I might blow my speakers out

I've been puffing on that stick

And my lungs hurt a bit more than usual

So either I quit

Or next time that I see you is at my fucking funeral

Man I hate going home

On the road for an hour

With my thoughts I'm alone

Mentally drained

In pain

Go get with old hookups

Just to hear them

Say my name

I can't explain

I can't think straight

Say goodbye today

While my mind it waste away

Been in so much pain

Don't know what to do

Probably need some help

But the meds will just stay up on that shelf

Sorry what's the day I can't fuckin tell

I'll be okay I did it to myself

I got my hands on my face

And mind in the clouds

I've been so high

Don't think I'll ever come down

Been the same way

Since I was sixteen

The only thing that fucking change

Is my voice

And this mental disease

I made dark thoughts

And that's real to me

Story of my life

Yeah that's how it be

I ain't telling no lies

Check the history

Became a drug addict

Age seventeen

Pick my shit up

Got myself clean

And mother fuckers still think

That they better than me

Like they been through the shit

That god tests with me

There's no I in team

But this a solo league

I'll win the chip

Then I'm retiring