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Okay you graduated high school

Made it out the Army

Duckin' all that drama from your crazy baby mama

She gave you two kids and you love em both to death

But one day that bitch might cause your last breath

Talking to your mama cause' your mama love to listen

Anything you need bet your mama gonna send it

Talk to Lil Sam cause' that nigga keep you grounded

That man fucking sick and you hate the way he sounded

September 27th, that's the day you ain't forgetting

Some days you wish you never would have opened up the message

You opened up your phone just to see your mama textin

Read in detail Lil Sam went to heaven

Tears start to fall and you know you can't control the shit

Mental start to drain your emotions taking over it

In a dark space hoping no one fucking notices

60 on the bottle cause' you can't deal with this sober shit

A thousand on the plane plus the telly plus the rental

Hate flying to Texas every year another funeral

It's never fucking strangers, it's always someone you know

Hate to see 'em like that but for family nigga you go

You, your brother and your mom together boy it's been a while

Taking pictures for the memories boy you better smile

Stay for the weekend gave your mom and brother all your time

Tell your mom you love her cause' now you got to catch your flight

Fast forward

Now you got your kids living with you

Full-time parent, but you got someone to do it with you

She gave you emotions that you know you never got

And all I did for you was make you a better pops

Good for both of you cause' now you better with relationships

Building up love it and can't nobody break the shit

Baby mama jealous and you know the bitch hate the shit

But you don't give a fuck and you can't even fake the shit

Christmas Eve come around it's time for the exchange

You at the location baby mama running so late

You kiss your babies bye-bye plan to see him both in two weeks

Came back to that same spot but you feeling early

Text your baby mama and you asking where your baby's at

Then she text you back like my babies ain't coming back

Now you pissed off but you know how not to move

Your friends telling you you need to pull the thing and shoot

Your mom telling you stay calm and move smart she don't give a fuck about the kids

Baby they just pawns, she trying to get inside your head

And break your new bond there's a plan in place, it ain't yours, it's God's

So you calm down a little with the words from your mama

Weeks go by you ain't seeing your kids at all

You tell your older sister now your sister pissed off

She just want the addy she about to call the law

She just want the addy she about to call off

You tell her keep calm don't ring those alarms

It's in God's hands you just sitting on his arms

It's in God's plans man according to your mom's

Fast-forward

March 15th that night

Your mama call your phone saying something ain't right

Something about your baby's got her stomach feeling tight

She know you hurting now, but don't you give up that fight

She talking about surgery and just how she been feeling

Your mama getting old and you know that she been healing

Back-to-back surgeries them doctors make a killing

Plus a past catching up remember them addictions

Getting off the phone say she gonna call you later

Tell your mom you love her just to end the conversation

Your mama need rest, you can talk to her tomorrow

Little do you know that tomorrow come with sorrow

Little bro calling it, and you know this shit a rarity

You pick it up urgently like bro, you know you scaring me

He say it's your mama and she fell right out her bed

And she not responding no matter what he did

Paramedics here and they moving super urgently

They can't talk to you cause' this shit is an emergency

You just on the phone hoping that somebody pick up

Jay please Jay please tell me that she got up

Got a parie on the phone he tell you that her heart back

It ain't have a beat but they got that shit on track

You can calm down sir maybe even relax

But this your mama nigga so, you know, you can't do that

You can't do that to your mama call your phone

She got to let you know that she on the way home

You just talk to her nothing sounded wrong

Your bro called you and he said she's gone