Letter to my Mother Lyrics

Lord I'm ashamed

As I'm sitting here with this pen writing down all of my pain

And I feel like I gain all the strength I can finally say all of my peace

I guess this a family curse

Things weren't too bad yeah but they could have been worse

I could of been weak minded

What if I lost sight

I done got to the point that I expect you to fuck up & I know that ain't right

Look at what you did

Look at all I done

Look at all my accomplishments

All the battles I've won

Take a look at my scars

All the paths I've paved

Do you see my dreams coming alive I'm doing it my way

Do you ever think of me

Even though out shit

Do u ever feel bad for the shit you did

Have you seen yo grand son

Or the man I've become

Mama is proud of me proud of yo son

It was hard to make you proud (too hard)

When my failures seem so loud

Swear to God I wanted out

Back when I was a kid I was screaming loud

All the motherly love bullshit you can forget about it

I done grew up out all of my childish ways I don't even care about it

Cause I only needed you for support when I lost my daughter & I was hurt

Or how about when I called you tears Kim lost the baby before it touched birth

I really pray you do good I hope you success

I hope you get anger under control before the last one leave the nest

And I hope I do the same I don't need to be a repeat

I Hope my I never treat any of my kids the way you use treat me

I hope yo kids don't hate you when you reach yo golden years

I really hope when I'm at your funeral I pray I drop some tears

Look at what you did

Look at all I done

Look at all my accomplishments

All the battles I've won

Take a look at my scars

All the paths I've paved

Do you see my dreams coming alive I'm doing it my way

Do you ever think of me

Even though out shit

Do u ever feel bad for the shit you did

Have you seen yo grand son

Or the man I've become

Mama is proud of me proud of yo son